You never believed.
Heb 11:1
Now faith is the assurance of things hoped for, the conviction of things not seen.
My hope is the whole concept of Christianity is by faith what I chose to believe.
biblegateway.com/passage/?search=Hebrews%2011&version=PHILLIPS
Faith (Belief) that our minds accept as fact that the whole scheme of time and space was created by God’s command—that the world which we can see has come into being through principles which are invisible.
Looks to be. She could pack a hefty blow.
" if the retards regain power"
I don't think the world can endure such an event at this time. Sadly, I fear there are enough people with TDS that is a strong likelihood.
I feel for you and you have my prayer that you find peace.
I'll add, Christians didn't call themselves that, they were given that label by others. They were followers of Christ the Messiah. If you are walking with Jesus and love him, you would be called a Christian.
The fact that you can't find a denomination isn't a surprise to me and many others, denominationalism is the devils workshop. IMO
Two or three people can make up a church if necessary, although it may not be ideal.
Now, the concept of Jesus being a part of a satanic blood sacrifice indicates to me you've missed the mark in your understanding of the crucifixion. It is a deeper conversation than I have time for (ATM) but you should consider Abraham being willing to sacrifice his son Isaac as a prophetic event and test of his faith. God would provide a lamb then, then He came as a Lamb and voluntarily gave up His own blood/life for all who believe.
Jesus promised to sent us a comforter (Holy Spirit) to help us. My prayer for you right now is that you receive that Helper at this time of crisis in your pursuit of Jesus.
I don't mean to simplify or minimize where you are, or the subject. I'm just another sojourner in this world too. Peace be upon you brother.
It was a local CBS affiliate for one, and it was suggested on one occasion another non NBC station.
Mt 18-6
But whosoever causes one of these little ones who believe in Me to stumble, it is profitable for him that a large millstone be hanged about his neck, and he be sunk in the depth of the sea.
Really?
23-24 Then Jesus remarked to his disciples, “Believe me, a rich man will find it very difficult to enter the kingdom of Heaven. Yes, I repeat, a camel could more easily squeeze through the eye of a needle than a rich man get into the kingdom of God!”
25 The disciples were simply amazed to hear this, and said, “Then who can possibly be saved?”
26 Jesus looked steadily at them and replied, “Humanly speaking it is impossible; but with God anything is possible!”
You speak in error. If you see a light and are in pursuit of it, please turn back, because when you get to that light you'll find the flames of hell.
You have learned dogma well, find the true Light. JW won't get you there.