>You have passed the test, but only barely. Your excessive questioning and lack of faith isn't honorable. But you didn't take in a way that causes a lack of net-balance. You may be proud of yourself, even if that pride is shrouded in darkness.
I can accept that.
It is true, my "Faith" is wet tissue paper at this point.
Far too many years witnessing and personally experiencing people taking advantage of my own innocence, naivete and trust in the goodness and honesty of others.
Now, i can't even trust my own mother to give me something without suspicion that she has strings attached.
This "life" sucks like hell on earth in every direction.