it doesnt matter if i watch something random or if i watch DVD. i cannot get out of the in sync. they give me narratives
they give me options to pick from.
their only one i can see that i long for but i cannot seem to make it happen..maybe because it wasnt meant for me to.
makes it hard to see everything as wat it is..
i just know the one thing.. and they make me doubt the one thing..but i do not..but they keep trying.
i see my family, and i see them falling for the nonsense..
but they do not see they are harming themselves.
even tho they think they are not.
but that way of thinking is great to a point but it is not truth.
shes says this is the great divide..
he says do not let them split us.
so i hang on..but it is not truth. because the truth would hurt ppl..(dreams can be so fragile)
but if going forward is actually going backwards..
and meets up where it should..where we left off.