There will be pain as second death will be on you. Self murder. You won’t escape whatever ails you now. You will just being fast tracking to the permanent removal from the presence of God forever. All we live through now can be shit, I get it. But even now we have God’s presence even if it doesn’t seem like it.If that was removed it would be literal hell. Second death is certain to be the absence of God. Don’t fuck around with the suicide shit. The saying about jumping out of the frying pan into the fire you might ponder. Just do your best to keep walking down the path, boulders and all.
This life is really short, eternity is forever.Don’t fuck yourself over. Whatever is going on is temporary. Look for what you can be thankful for and just day by day make it through. Talk from your heart to God. Come in Jesus name. Cry to HIM… He sees you, HE knows. He will make a way for you. Just me seeing you can affirm this. Don’t give up ever. Read your bible and find HIM there. Start with the book of John…. Read aloud to yourself as if you were reading to a child….you….hear your Father speaking to you and believe it. I see you. HE sees you. HE prompted me to type this to YOU.
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