this anon entertained alcoholism for a short while
there is a God and this anon is not it. that one always stuck for some reason.
it appears to grow increasingly difficult to avoid the notion of a set of global revelations on the verge of exposition. something something biblical
this anon feels both grateful and unworthy. begging forgiveness instead of more noble head spaces.
What if God is real? What if you can talk to God? What if paths exist? What if there is a reason for the rituals? Gateways? To where? What is communion?
kek
no one ever gets this. it's there. sometimes it seems that we exist within our own ai bubble on the internet.
ITS TURTLES ALL THE WAY DOWN
kek
always down to entertain an idea, fren.
this anon is simply on a journey of experienced based learning and trying to sort it all out. some experiences are powerful and lead to more questions than answers. words always seem to be in the way of the real thing under there.
it seems as though there are windows that can be opened in the mind to access other dimensions and the frens and demons that dwell within.
the rituals of the past are likely tools to do just this. many with psychedelics or induced states of mind. near death experiences like starvation or intense pain or jungle vine bungie jumping.
they took away the reason and left the shell behind. is it time to find God again?
what if climbing jacobs ladder is about the levels of psychedelic trips? maybe when you reach the top you see ezekials wheel. maybe moses smoked dmt and saw the world as God saw the world?
what if drinking the blood of human sacrifice victims allows you to commune with demons we could call a variety of names like nimrod, moloch, baal, etc?
what. if.
anon lost all his memes and cannot find a worthy reply without more coffee. may the keks be noted for the record and GM.
the luxury of turning off thoughts is rare and must be reserved for traveling. through windows.
you may be thinking of walls. windows are for the light.
words are very neat. it is fun to play. does breakfast mean that we should only eat once per day? always wondered about that one
do you need a pudding cup, dear?
kek this anons game is weak. well played fren.
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you have to take their tendies, mr borg.
was running everything on an external which got put into a backpack which is MIA. such is life. things will always be things. caesar can have the gold.
we have a pretty good start so far!