Grits. Discovered them late. Heard about them a lot down in the bible belt. It was the Idea of it, like the cult ure of it. Dove in hard and strong. They say that the best trick was convincing that he didn't exist. My examination both rational and spiritual is that the binary is the same as right v left paradigm. Best trick was that truth exists. Deception is all there is here. The belief in truth gives deception it's power. Or something along those lines. Illusion is all therefore all is lie. He took a good look around and realized that was awakening. A GOOD look around. What do you see? What do you trust? He realized he had no control. Aloneness is hell and heaven. Yin and Yang. Binary. Psyops 101. Realized it was not how you look at it but if you look at it. Enjoy them more if there's a cult behind it. Butter and eggs over easy and smash it up with a little salt and pepper. Great experience. Bible and all.
Is it engrained? From birth? Victory? Power? Force? Do you notice your mind when it happens? Prison? What did he say? Did he die in prison a free man? How did awakening occur? If at all. On the road there. Key word being "road". Where was he headed?
Same as Buddhism. The book is just like a pacifier for babies. "If you see a Buddha, kill him" same message. The way. Funny thing is the lack of laughter. Truly the most puzzling aspect of life. At least to him.
On that I cannot opine. Residue I suppose. I have been conditioned to love the way it was. But I go forward even knowing change is coming. Just playing the game. Don't enjoy my own company much I suppose. Self pity. Voices. The usual things. I suppose. Like in that movie where the kid said that he doesn't remember what his mother looks like. It's starting to wear off. One day. Maybe.
>Jesus was an Israelite