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WRWY Q! All the way! I've been with you since last Nov. On 4chan & I'm not abandoning ship now! I've paid the price with things in my life like losing my pain mgmt. Doctor of 8 years for no reason at all except maybe that he doesn't care for the fact that I'm a Trump supporter! Upon learning that, he became condescending, dismissive of my pain, made many derogatory comments about my character in contrast of how much he used to say he trusted my judgement implicitly, he had become a FB friend b4 but seeing my loyalty to the President swayed his opinion of my judgement. I'm limited to a wheelchair unable to stand or walk with legs that don't function, motor & sensory left me after sudden onset of peripheral neuropathy that escalated quickly. My bones in my feet are fused together, tendons shortened to where my feet are stuck in a 45 degree angle, insane muscle spasms that cause excruciating pain! It was being managed in a tolerable enough way with a strong opiate regiment for years! Fortunately I have no propensity for psychological addiction, only physical dependence, so I never needed my dose or amount increased, never ran out ahead of time, had only 1 pharmacy for 20 years, etc. & am pretty anal about following the rules/directions of taking my medicine. This doc used to praise me as an inspiration. Then, he said cuz of new laws coming, he had to cut my meds, which he did in half causing unbearable pain where I'm stuck in bed, quality of life went to nil & he blamed the President I thought so highly of & HE couldn't help me anymore. After 3 months of this, he terminated me as a patient & went the extra mile to cut my medicine even more in same appt. & offered a referral to a doc in another city an hour away, knowing that as close as his office is, it took everything out of me to transport, sit in painful wheelchair an extensive time in waiting room/during appt that by the time I returned home, I was done in! I can't find anywhere else to go to, even MAYO said they didn't have a pain doc that prescribed medicine & patients like me that were crucial to have them were having major problems in Florida, especially for new patients even in a city this huge! He gave me 30 days to find somewhere else, I have 9 days left with no hope yet! I've been waiting on my records for 2 months now. They finally said yesterday they would give me my last 3 months of records which don't show the 8 yrs of being an exemplary patient who did well on meds given but the last 3 months of hell! Not long b4 the 3 months, he told me he sincerely believed I'd NEVER walk again. He sent me to another doc to "get it thru my head" that I would NEVER walk again even tho I regained function in my legs last year cuz he wanted me to quit stretching & moving my feet & legs & give up as he said it would just do more harm than good. The doc he sent me to said because I had kept moving, I was A good candidate for an operation to get my feet flat again so I could go to PT & perhaps walk again! I went to my neurologist for tests to prove improvement for operation which was great but when pain doc cut my meds, I've been in way too much pain to move & stretch which the specialist said was crucial! I can't believe that God returned my movement & feeling in my legs & feet for no reason! I was certain it was for me to walk again!! I cannot imagine the pain I will endure when my meds run out & idk what withdrawal is like but I'm terrified of it from what I've learned! The point is I am STILL here for you Q & am devoted to supporting my President as long as I'm physically able! This is the fault of a cruel & dangerous doctor, NOT Q or President Trump as I totally understand why the new laws were necessary & I also know that the doc did NOT have to put me in the position that he did cuz of those laws! I only regret my contributions to the boards are not as substantial as they used to be due to distraction of pain. If by some miracle I make it thru this, I will definitely devote even more time than ever b4 to make up for it! WWG1WGA!