anon, it's not a puzzle. If you're not a Christian, you're not a Christian.
Stop trying to put others to the test and ask the Lord Jesus Christ to touch you and give you the FAITH to allow you to accept him.
you either love Him or you don't. If you have to put others to the test you're still not there as a Christian.
Jesus Christ can show you how to be holy. You have to follow along with that. Talk to Him, not to us. Ask him to make you holy.
I am sure many will see what you are doing and say 'this person has no desire at all to be a Christian but is just trying to break other people's faith.'
you use a slave as a prop in this. You don't seem to have the gifts that would make you see and love Lord Jesus as your savior.