All I know is that I thought it was great for the first 5 years, and then the havoc Q wreaked on my life became absolute. Lost EVERYTHING due to misinterpreted comms. House, cars, money, freedom, landed in jail for 6 months and homeless shelter for 9 months after that. Discovering Q is my life's biggest regret.
Finally getting back on track, but starting over with a felony record at age 53 is no picnic.
Still here because regret doesn't equal "disavow" or lost faith/belief. I've basically worked out where I went wrong… and God was chastening me, frankly. I have learned to try a LOT harder to discern what I'm actually being told to do, but still wish I had my ignorance back… twas truly bliss.
Never said I blamed Q.
Merely regret having ever stumbled upon it.
NO OUTSIDE COMMS is obviously a lie, and I was OVERWHELMED with them. Still am… God has big plans for me and I've had to go through miserable valleys on the way to whatever the goal is. It's been hell. But I accept the responsibility/blame.