talk to Jesus Christ. He'll give you all you need.
in the meantime you need to tell what is vexing you if you want any real input from the anon.
here is some soulful music that might ease you through . . .
Harpo's Blues
Phoebe Snow
everyone is broken in some way. glue yourself back together. Get rest. Eat well. Stop wallowing in the sadness.
I know it probably doesn't help but that's what you gotta do.
distract yourself from whatever you think is unsolvible long enough to have it solve itself.
much that vexes is solved by realizing that you're wrong about all of it.
Al Stewart
One Stage Before
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Nirvana - Where Did You Sleep Last Night (Live On MTV Unplugged, 1993 / Unedited)
snap out of it. Hear some catharsis and pain: for real, a man who pretended he wasn't suffering but he was and it just bled right out of him in a plaintive yell . . .
be healed.