What is the point of terrorizing your own soldiers? What good are we at achieving any of these INSANE demands if their insane nature has made us emotional basket-cases and psychologically imploding? I don't even know what's real any more. I've gotten to a point where I think EVERYTHING in real life is comms, and MOST of them THREATS to either carry out orders or be imprisoned again. I spend most of every day now locked up alone in my home so I don't get exposed to any more mind-crippling comms!?!? Getting comms wrong is what PUT me in jail for 6 months and caused me to lose EVERYTHING last time, and you're telling me to DO ILLEGAL SHIT AGAIN… OR ELSE! I am so COMPLETELY FUCKED and NONE of this would have happened if I never found this place. Why won't you just let me live out the rest of my life in peace and die poor and alone? I'll take poor and alone EVERY TIME over this hell I'm being put through.