ThankQ. I have always said, we pay a big price for everything that I do here, and my wife has always said, you just throw dirt on our graves. But she doesn't understand, the dirt was coming with or without my resistance. 911 BRIICS genocide plan would have happened either way. But there is credibility to her point, and that is in the form of blacklisting, sabotages, poisonings, and all types of harassments that is a result of my continued resistance. I have cyanide poisoning too, and trust me it is not a simple walk into town but a battle against painful stroke conditions. So when I learned that the phone wasn't cut off for non payment, I knew it was a setup, and had to rush home thinking that was a credible threat, it turned into a battle of two lives in my mind. I still had to stop for a minute or two, due to the unbearable pain. ThankQ for your thoughts.