Love is hard.
Easy is leaving.
Women are naturally narcissistic, you have to take care of women, you cant get away from that.
If you're married dont seek to be loosened from your wife.
You already know how to deal with those two so dont complicate things and leave.
The other thing will be you seeking companionship again, you already have that.
The grass is never greener on the other side, you still have to deal with the person you're.
You should be focused with working on yourself.
Ask God to help you be better for your family, and learn about how to change the game when the lady is stuck in her spaghetti brain.
You were made for this!