Unfortunately I have had several people that I love that have passed away since this all started. Most did not understand what I was telling them but all knew something was wrong. They could not accept that they were lied to their whole lives. I don't know how long any of us has until they get you with the biological warfare but I just want to say each day that you wake up and feel good embrace it and enjoy it the best you can. Maybe dark days never come but it is unlikely. Enjoy life while the getting is still good anons.