>Lindsay said that she heard a male voice directing her to commit the acts. She claimed she woke up with suicidal thoughts. In the afternoon, she said a voice began to tell her to harm the children. After Patrick left to pick up the food, she said the voice became loud, demanding, and repeatedly telling her, "This is your last chance. You have to kill the kids so you can kill yourself." Lindsay claimed that a force took over her and that she "felt an overwhelming, irresistible compulsion to comply".
What would MKUltra feel like?