Thank you, tho it's a little complex for me as I'm old now and realized my entire life was literally a cult joke. Well, I'm open to the possibility of it not being a joke in the future but it's a long road from here to there. I appreciate the thought nonetheless.
I know, and there was a time in my life when I was very philosophical even despite it all. And even that I realize was a joke to them…. it's hard to take and I don't know what I even am to them or to the people who help me. It's very frustrating but i'm still ok, I'm in no danger and I realize good times are on their way with the world being saved and all that.
important… I keep wondering about that, what it is I'm going to be when this all breaks. I am apprehensive but optimistic about it. All the things that mattered to me will be coming back thanks to video tapes - and it'll all be in court and I'll be face to face with what I was as people talk about the atrocities of the cult. It's the only path forward and I accept it.
At the end of that path i'll pick another, I haven't yet decided on which one but I don't think I'm going be melancholic at the end of it. I might even be very happy. We will see, so many variables.
thank you.