You told me it would be over when I came to. You know you did. Why am I still sitting here? I want to hear it from you.
The "nuclear weapon" analogy isn't even applicable anymore, you gave away what it was and it isn't there. I'malwaysgoing to be dangerous in the conventional sense, you'll be waiting until the Sun burns out if you're waiting for that not to be the case.
You either lied to me or it's happening within days at this point. Which is it?
You're not going to succeed in aggravating me anymore than I already am, so I would stop with that. Tell me what is going on. I did my part.
Again, it's not worth the engagement anymore. I don't want to do it anymore. A year ago, 2 years ago, I was desperate to know what the fuck was going on. Now, I'm kind of hoping you're bullshitting me so I can put this down and gain some hard-drive space in my head back, enjoy the rest of yet another year that you've stolen from me.
Seriously, man. I was told it was over when I come to. Here I am, still sitting here, with no end in sight. I'm ready to turn it off, like psychologically. I don't have any incentive to keep doing it past this month, it's always "just one more [x] away." I'd rather have the months alone and go on vacation or something than waste anymore time on something that's clearly just not worth it.
What is my motivation to keep doing it? You tell me. Her? Who cares? It's ascreen. She's not enough to keep me around, you know that. None of them are. What is my motivation? To be lied to and bullshitted for the 9th year in a row?
You're really not making a convincing case as to why I should continue to humor this, I must tell you. I'm ready to walk at the end of the month, psychologically.
At this point, I want you to give me a reason to turn it off.
I've been told this every other year for the last 8 years, it does not mean anything. At this point, the only thing I'm looking forward to is October 1st and being given all the reason I need to say goodbye to this.