Anonymous ID: c3e6e4 Sept. 16, 2018, 4:18 p.m. No.3050454   🗄️.is 🔗kun   >>4659 >>5120

I'll bite here:

 

I have had a physical encounter, OBE and countless dream-like memories. A notable encounter is a woman, who could simply be my animus, I have dreams and OBEs involving her. The only direct evidence is finding unusual hairs. The last one was wrapped around my keys.

 

I have moved twice. It has happened multiple times. Reasonable doubt is becoming increasing difficult to maintain.

 

More so because there are various other things which happen. Flashing lights at night is the main and most consistent thing. Years ago seeing a craft seemed to start it all.

 

Some may look at contact as an exciting unknown. I would say these people don't know how scary the unknown can be.

 

I live a normal life on the surface. I have a philosophical bent and am studying to become a technologist. I can't talk about this stuff to friends and family. So I rationalize it and internalize it. At some point I realized the contacts are usually aimed at accelerating spiritual growth.

 

It was relatively easy to accept because I've never had dogmatic beliefs about god and the nature of reality.

 

I have a great avoidance of the 'New Age Hippies'. I'm a pragmatist. I learned Qigong to enhance mental strength. When I resolved to not fear (it's a continual dilemma), I find greater joy in the small simple things.

 

Generally, I've noticed a progression towards using less words when I'm around others. I have become less apt to engage in transient conversations as most would construe it. I somewhat have lost relate-ability to others because my underlying emotional stability is taxed in ways most don't have to deal with.

 

Ironically though, I come to understand systems of dogma and the game-role playing people are so heavily identified with, which in turn effects my spiritual practice and ongoing contact