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I can't walk the path for you, anon. Every time I post something about this, it's shunned, no matter how non-coincidental or individually proveable it is. I won't convince you and I don't need to. This is your choice. Extraterrestrials are real, spiritual beings are real, all of this can be proven by yourself if you'd just stop running in circles with the one way of thinking you are stuck in.
This is spiritual concernfagging. Ditch all drugs forever and seek spiritual development.