Yes, but them I'm entrapped in chemical-laden smoke and ash as my state is burning people alive.
I alienated a loved one a few nights ago by talking about Trump and Q. That same night I had a night terror as I was falling asleep- can only describe it as being sucked into and entrapped by a realization that I am "crazy," and that I didn't wake myself up something would actually break in my mind and I would be crazy… Haven't been able to shake the dread since.
Q's laser reference might point here?