So…I just have to tell you that I've fallen in love with (you). When I cried that time and almost called it quits was because I did not wanna let my walls down. For what? So I could get hurt? No thanks. Good sex is enough for me actually and apparently. Nonetheless, I keep coming back…over and over again. I was so upset that day! 'Lighten up day'. I thought to myself, why is (he) pushing it to (this) level. I already had it bad enough….getting jealous for dumb things and fantasizing for hours about (us) having sex…also discovering my own 'demons' for a lack of a better word. It was too much! Why?!

Well….because of this note.

I don't plan to force anything, I'm just going with the flow. I am not deleting anything. If he sees it then (we) both know that will be more than enough to end it once and for all….and if he doesn't then that's a bigger reason to say its over.

For now I just want (you).

I love (you) baby.