Message for @Comey:
You are hearing voices in your head because you have not chosen wisely. You once knew the LORD but When a man draws near to Him with hidden sin in hisheart, it will drive him insane. Light to DARKNESS in your case, shame. A double-minded man is unstable in all his ways (from one James to another).
Your story reminds me of King Saul. He went from having a true destiny/commission only to lose it all in his quest for counterfeit power, even spending his last night in the house of a witch. Like Saul, you succumbed to pressure and began fearing the 'people' (think witch) more than you feared God, and now you are trapped in a snare, like the pitiful raccoon I trapped last night.
Prov 29:25 - The fear of man bringeth a snare: but whoso putteth his trust in the Lord shall be safe.
You were ensnared by witchcraft, which is akin to rebellion, and now you are on the wrong team, fighting in vain. If you don't repent, you too will spend your last days in the house of a witch (or like that raccoon who had been stealing animal feed just yesterday and now today is being used as drag bait to train hunting dogs.)
True authority is a weighty responsibility, and you were unable to bear it up in righteousness. You fell to the same temptation that Satan attempted on Jesus in the wilderness: bow down to him and his ways and he will give you authorty over kingdoms. You bowed down to him (her?) and you were given athority over kingdoms. The hook has been set and now you and all you care about are perishing. You add folly to your foolishness by continuing to fight a losing battle. Your career and reputation are finished and the whole world is watching your political and legal death throes. It is too late for a deal, but the good news is that it is not too late to cut your spiritual losses and help bring light to darkness.
Another message from one James to another "Therefore, confess your sins to one another, and pray for one another so that you may be healed." There is always hope in Him; there is no future or hope in the dark side, only fear, pressure, confusion, despair, evil (sound familiar?)