>>2648684 (pb)
maybe, i dont know.
but what I can assure you is that watching evil has a huge effect on the psychological health. I know some crime experts whos job it was to hunt down pedophiles in germany. they had to watch VHS tapes that were found when they raided some cp dealers back in the days.
the crime expert I talked to was a woman. and she to this day cant forget the cruel videos they had to watch.
the problem is somebody has to watch in order to categorize and write down content, make screenshots, identify everything in the screen like the electricity boxes in the wall in order to pinpoint the location of the crime (some sockets can be connected to certain region in europe).
she told me they saw videos that were obviously produced on demand, were the bodies of the kids even after death were arranged in provocative poses in order to make the customer jerk off. i once talked with a very high level Getty photographer who works worldwide about this shit and he responded by saying "this shit is out there, and its also done to adults not only to kids".
So something evil and diabolic like this is existent in this world and its so common, there even is a market network for this shit.
Evil is capable to break the idealistic mind. So in order not to go insane, you become darker yourself. you adapt to the shadows. it takes a toll. you have to get out before it consumes you.