"In a nutshell starting in July of 2014 my wife and I have taken a serious downfall. We have been together since since our teens and divorce was imminent or just a matter of time. On my birthday I put I gun to my head I tried to committee suicide, because of how my wife treated me for last the 4 years. Luckily the voice of a child told me "dont do it" and exactly 17 days later I discovered Q.

Since before January and early on like many I finally found I had a purpose in life. My life changed, my relationship with my wife was getting better and was my relationship with out kids. During this time I tried to introduce what I like to call the the Q-virus to wife and told her everything about it.

I've sat here and talked to her about all the Q stuff for 6+ months and she always says things like "I believe you" or "that's great. From time to time I was send a few pictures or text messages that were Q related and from time to time she would never even read or say she didn't have time to. I always thought she really did believe but on August 11, I once again sent her a text message and a picture like I always do ever few days.

The text message was "these people are sick" and the picture was a screen shot of the Breitbart link on Q-drop 1851 or No 144. the thing is I sent this a few hours before Q made the post. I took this coincidence or sign from GOD that everything me and my I Q family have worked together on was finally paying and this was God's way of letting me know.

Anyways my wife never took took the time to look at. I even told her it was important for me to see it, she says "I not wasting my time." The moment she said that she knew she messed up and said she was sorry. But I knew she wasn't sorry and she only said that because it upset me and of course I took it heart. I started distancing my self from her, and left town for work for 3 days because we can barely pay our mortgage. Well last night she went out and got drunk thinking I wasn't gonna be home. I came home early to make amends and spent time with her. She came home from the bar severely drunk. Then 20 minutes later a guy knocked on my door. It was my neighbor and I could tell by his body language that he was there to have sex with her and he was married as well.

Of course I reacted and punched a hole in the wall and busted a table over the T.V. and you can all guess what happen next.

Anyways I'm down I my luck and I'm not here to ask prayers from me and family. I'm here, writing this to let my Q-family know to keep fighting and praying for those in harms way. To me its more important that those kids out there that need our love and prayers is above all us. As well as our military.

God Bless you all