Then you're missing out and you've swallowed the lies.
Jesus came to Paul because Peter was corrupt. Peter, an original follower, had decided to corrupt the teachings of Christ; a spy, a liar, and a thief inside that denied Christ three times over and lied about his own salvation afterward.
However, when Jesus came to Paul, Paul was not a believer of Jesus but had followed Jesus's path in hopes of proving him a falsehood after his death. When Jesus revealed himself to Paul, however, Paul eventually came around andโ
NEVER DENIED CHRIST SINCE.
Paul, the corrupted had found salvation.
While Peter, the previously uncorrupted, fell to damnation.
And it was all because Peter wanted to be the head of the Church of Christ and the father of the oncoming Messiah, but he was denied the chance when it was revealed that Judas would be the one tasked with saving the world.
>Gospel of Judas
Peter was jealous and as Judas continued his mission, Peter wrote lies and convinced others to write lies about Judas, knowing that Judas would be unable to present himself in public while his task remained unfinished.
The Catholic church is one that naturally works against Jesus because its foundation began with Peter working against Jesus and Judas's plan to save the world because Peter wanted his lineage to be the Holy one.