I have no doubt I will catch all manner of hell for this … but this is an email reply I just sent to my mom; an update on the situation in the World of Q.
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We know only what we're told. And it's a very intense time right now. Q vanishes for long periods of time without any word, without any schedule. Every message sent could be the last. We might never be told if any given message WAS the last. It's like a leader who has no known schedule, and no defined role. At times the whole thing gets very ugly because during these absences, people are without direction, without a central pillar to pull them together. Factions start to form and every one of them is off track. Infighting gradually goes off the rails and most people don't even realize it's happening. The following behind Q is doing nothing but growing, but it seems the more a solid leader is needed, the less we have one. It isn't about being a devotee; it's about having that central focus that binds people together. We are lacking that completely. It comes and goes with the wind. It's extremely effective when it's present but its presence is chaotic and random at best. The cause of that undoubtedly comes from necessity, but that necessity doesn't change the net impact on us. Human nature is what it is. If you're going to have a team, you need a solid leader. Round and round it cycles. We could be achieving exponentially more than we are, if we had a solid, present leader. We don't, and we have to do the best we can without one. I'm sure any number of people wish it weren't that way, but that's how it is.