feeling so overwhelmed by the stupid all around.
workfagging/normielanding while this is going on and can't keep up (that's fine, a good thing, even, since it means tons of habbenings) and every other second the sheer insigificance and shallow, vain, fake, barely-hidden-EVIL of FantasyLand pokes out from every corner…
God, how do operators do it. Just an anon and it's draining…
Don't bite this as a slide, i just have/had to get it out.
Ebbs and flows, i guess it's normal to feel like this after yesterday.
It'll come back, but whew.
Praying for strength, patience, calm.
Godspeed.