All of my family and friends think I’m a crazy conspiracy nut job because of the things I’ve learned here. My brother believes I’m insane and will barely respond to my texts, my friends think I’m losing my mind.

It’s so incredibly hard to know all of this stuff and have absolutely no one believe you. If our job is to spread the word and open the eyes of people around how are we supposed to do that when nothing in the news corroborates us? I can’t make people look at this information. I trust the plan and love you guys but feeling isolated is getting harder and harder.

>>2813205

I hope so because I’m getting more and more lonely. A bunch of random generate numbers on 8chan are the only people I can talk to about things that make me so sick I barely want to go out in public anymore. It’s like living in a world you know is completely fake.

>>2813207

I’m nver gonna escape this place, and you aren’t either. Once you’re here, you’re here for life.

>>2813206

It isn’t just this place, in fact before this place I was on a serious downward spiral. Drugs, and many other worldly vices. Since I’ve been here I’ve found religion again, but I feel like I’ve lost all the people I care about in the process.

>>2813305

I’ve always been the one who refused to take things at face value. I was saying 9/11 was an inside job since probably around 2002-2003. I’ve said global warming/global freezing/climate change was bullshit. It’s like I’ve always had the a highly attuned bullshit detector.

I’ve come to realize that I am different. I’d rather know the uncomfortable truth as long as I know the truth, most people seem to prefer to be ignorantly blissful. Although it’s served me well in many circumstances, I often wish I didn’t have this curse/gift.

>>2813347

No, but I’d imagine they called you, like they called me many things growing up. Asperger, HFA, ADHD, and any other label they could find. IQ rest, personality tests, learning disabled, but with a superior range IQ, hyperactive, emotionally handicapped. So many labels.

If fact, I would guess many of us were the same.

>>2813369

To many things happened in rapid succession that made me realize that book my grandfather made me read as a child was way more than just a fiction wrote 2000 years ago. I hadn’t prayed in years. I pray many times a day now, but I feel sad way more. I went from the hotshot party guy in Hollywood to a reclusive anon in the span of 2 years. This world and the people in it disgusts. God didn’t make the world this way, we did.