THE STORY. THE REASON. THE ANSWERS. THE WORD. Everything that Q has posted can be found, VERBATIM, within (please note it was written in 1993) I have been searching for decades to find an explanation/understanding.Thank you to the Anon that led us here. Finally. Thank Q our heavenly hosts. READ IT.

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