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Anonymous ID: 612149 Aug. 31, 2018, 11:34 p.m. No.2829506   🗄️.is 🔗kun

I ponder of something great

My lungs will fill and then deflate

They fill with fire, exhale desire

I know it's dire my time today

 

I have these thoughts, so often I ought

To replace that slot with what I once bought

'Cause somebody stole my car radio

And now I just sit in silence

 

Sometimes quiet is violent

I find it hard to hide it

My pride is no longer inside

It's on my sleeve

My skin will scream reminding me of

Who I killed inside my dream

I hate this car that I'm driving

There's no hiding for me

I'm forced to deal with what I feel

There is no distraction to mask what is real

I could pull the steering wheel

 

I have these thoughts, so often I ought

To replace that slot with what I once bought

'Cause somebody stole my car radio

And now I just sit in silence

 

I ponder of something terrifying

'Cause this time there's no sound to hide behind

I find over the course of our human existence

One thing consists of consistence

And it's that we're all battling fear

Oh dear, I don't know if we know why we're here

Oh my, too deep, please stop thinking

I liked it better when my car had sound

 

There are things we can do

But from the things that work there are only two

And from the two that we choose to do

Peace will win and fear will lose

It is faith and there's sleep

We need to pick one please because

Faith is to be awake

And to be awake is for us to think

And for us to think is to be alive

And I will try with every rhyme

To come across like I am dying

To let you know you need to try to think

 

I have these thoughts, so often I ought

To replace that slot with what I once bought

'Cause somebody stole my car radio

And now I just sit in silence

 

And now I just sit in silence

And now I just sit

And now I just sit in silence

And now I just sit in silence

And now I just sit in silence

And now I just sit

 

I ponder of something great

My lungs will fill and then deflate

They fill with fire, exhale desire

I know it's dire my time today

This is how I used to feel…

 

I have these thoughts, so often I ought

To replace that slot with what I once bought

'Cause somebody stole my car radio

And now I just sit in silence

Anonymous ID: 612149 Sept. 1, 2018, 12:38 a.m. No.2829864   🗄️.is 🔗kun   >>9877 >>9884

>>2829757

 

I can only give my personal experience. My dad was diagnosed with pancreatic cancer, so I managed to get my hands on some Rick Simpson Oil/Phoenix Tears. I did a bunch of research, figured out dosage…, and gave it to my dad. He called me 3 days later and said, "What did you give me? You know all the drugs I've done in my life?! I've never been so fucked up." Well I had tested it out before I gave it to him, abd I didn't think it was so bad. So when he died, I found it. In my research for him, I learned that this was also a treatment for PTSD. I'm 36, I have 3 kids, 14,4,and 3. When I was 27, my son was 5, I was followed home by 3 guys. Long story short, 2 of them are now serving life sentences with no parole. After the trial, I had my two youngest, and I was ok for a while. When my dad got sick, I was in the weeds with 2 babies, and a 12 year old who was cutting himself. Started having flashbacks again and it just escalated. Fortunately, in the last year, I started a new treatment, that has changed my life. But before that, the phoenix Tears helped me a lot.