This breaks my heart. God, please bless this woman, her child and the brave patriot that sacrificed for so many. Amen.
Sincerely pray and continue praying, asking God to restore your faith and ask for reasons/answers why you allowed it to fade. Without passing judgement on you, it seems you have allowed faith in man to overrule God's promise.
My "awakening" to the truths that Q has provided and truths I've learned before Q, has drawn me closer to God. It hasn't pulled me away. You and God will figure it out. Don't despair.
CRAP!!!……that picture was NOT supposed to be included. Please ignore it. It was meant for an earlier (somewhat "faggot") poster that irritated me but since, I calmed down and decided against posting but forgot to pull the file. I'm very, very stupid. Please accept my apologies.