Been stateside for about 10 days after 2.5 years out of the country. Holy mother of God…wtf has happened to America. Watching TV, talking to family and friends, following the chans, etc. but I still wasn't prepared. I'm an trusting the plan…trying…but OMG, it feels like the hole place is asleep…and FAT…but I guess that's nothing new…

Just praying at this point cause I can't tell if I'm out of hope or just suffering culture shock.