Damn it, anon. I hope you get someone smarter than I to keep deggin at this with you.
>I suck at numbers
I may be underestimating my understand: I already know what it is/how to work it, read up on Tesla months ago when it was first coming through on /pol/, I just mean I'm literally terrible with numbers–brain slows to a crawl if I can't figure it out instantly (which thankfully gematria works with smaller workings on numbers but I'm still more a psychologyfag).