>going from wizardchan to being one of the heroes of the Galaxy
Hotwheels…. salutations, wizbro.
Surely a coincidence!
>Please God allow me to survive, to use my talents to achieve independence and stop living off my dad's charity.
Spend more time with your Dad. You never know which day will be his last. Don't let your situation drag you down. Yes, secure an independent existence, but not at the expense of your own sanity and everyone around you. I know it's hard especially if you are of age where all your peers already have functioning jobs and relationships, but what's a paycheck if you lose your sanity in the process. Stay strong fellow Patriot.
You can't just detonate nukes at a whim.
You can let kids play with matches to experience some burns but you'll take the guns away if you are a responsible parent.
Have you watched the video? Bad actors are limited in their ability to cause chaos by forces not of this world.