Angel of Ephesus?
It's weird to me as well, however..
I've been at this 'Q' thing (the 17th letter of the alphabet) since it started, before that, I was just trying to find a stupid little job to do during the IOK2BW thing.
I just happen to have 7 stars tattoo'd on my right arm. I got these YEARS ago. Didn't do it on purpose, I just needed filler for a sleeve and the artist said: "How about some hollow stars?" I said: "Sure!" There just happens to be.. exactly 7 of them. I'm also part Native American, part Norwegian (remember Mr. Trumps thing about Norway) and part Jewish, I think.
I DID leave my first love, and I've hated myself since. Her name was Jennifer, and we were best friends, but money tore us apart, as well as 'games'.
I also dated a woman named "Jeanine" (though the Bible says 'Jezabel', but disinfo is necessary as God knew I would be reading most of the book of Revelations very early in life) That was easily the worst time of my life (great tribulation?) and I regret it deeply because other people got hurt in that. She also happens to have a tattoo of a demon pulling a baby out of her crotch because she had an abortion or stillborn child (God killed her child with death?) She's pretty wicked, but mostly just completely nuts. Something I can appreciate, because I've got problems myself, from early sexual abuse (#MeToo?)
I live in a very Satanic area. It's so bad, you can literally feel it. There's even memes about my city and about Satan creating it.
I have a bunch of names on the Internet (Sardis?) but, I also changed my real name legally before this adventure. The urge to do which was almost spiritual.. like I 'needed' to. It cost lots of money, and a ton of headaches, but I also did it so I could find a job in case I was blacklisted from employment for being somewhat of an asshole. Which wouldn't surprise me.
If you look through the breads in /thestorm/ I finally said 'Enough Is Enough' and offered myself as a sacrifice to make things change. It was on the 7th of January (pic related) (thread just happened to be 17045 (17 0 and 45 for Mr. T) at :45 seconds.
My first tattoo, which was a scorpion (Revelation, 9:5, 6, we
read, "And their torment was as the torment of a scorpion when he
striketh a man; and in those days shall men seek death and shall not
find it: and shall desire to die, and death shall flee from them.")
I've already died once, in a car accident in 2014 from drinking and driving. I ended up in Heaven for a minute or two before I was brought back down to earth, which I was a little upset about. Heaven was nice and quiet. (Slain Lamb?)
And some other stuff.. but please read the KeyOfDavid posts in /thestorm/ thread. My mom and uncles last name just happens to be 'Lamson' So.. figure it out, I guess. Lol.