Don't shit where you eat. Watch his Kimmel interview.
you are not a bot, you are just a guy that compensates for something, some anons here, me included, have contributed a greater piece of history than you ever will with your lowly attention grabbing tactics, you can either start working on this any way you see fit, talk to someone IRL, try something, get out of this rut - don't do this to yourself man, you deserve better