I was filmed my entire life as cultists experimented and tortured me. The tapes will be made public soon.
I wrote a summation of my life as a victim here https://acchat40.com/phpBB3/viewtopic.php?f=164&t=132667
and I answer questions here all week long https://twitter.com/watkins_2 - I also decode cult codes and give my take on history.
Been over a week since I did this so I'll answer questions if anyone has any, either way I'll be here till the end of the thread.
thank you, i am still trying to get the courage enough to tell some parts of my story. The good guys have given me very strong hints they want me to stop ignoring parts of it… well, the tapes will be made public and then the whole story will be known. I'm always happy to come here and get nice words rather than shilling - so even if nobody else asks anything i'm satisfied with just you : )
I have been, thanks… honestly I'm restless to move to the next stage as much as I bet anyone is. All I do is relive my past it sometimes feels like now and that gets depressing at times but this was the task given to me and I will carry it out to the best of my ability until asked to do something else. -
I'd love to tell my story in person, I know that stage is coming but I have no idea when - with the cult codes I'm always decoding I can tell we have made incredible progress - we stole the Vatican's gold in June - we squashed Musk's flamethrower California thing - (fire expected to be over tomorrow) - and I've decoded lots of you-tubers and musicians who clearly have made deals - it's exciting… what was I talking about again? oh right, I will carry on sir, you do the same : )
>alien knowledge.
that would be the filmed victims, not everything is as it seems. When Obama says "tapes of the aliens" in this video mentioned on the qmap https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=eoqYd39wkZs - he means people like me. They experiment on us - and conduct market research, but it's hardly what you may be imagining - more like they rape us in our sleep and get some pointers on how excessive chemical injections and trauma affect people.
gods? not at all, just assholes I wrote this a while ago as a bullet point on "why"
Cult families sacrifice one of their own children and it acts as blackmail video against them should they ever think about defecting.
It is a deterrent against any would be betrayers lest their children and grandchildren become "shows"
An entertaining video for them to watch of the cults sacrifices and enemies as a testament to their power.
Valuable experimentation data can be accrued by setting up experiments from birth till death on what can break a psyche down the best.
living sex dolls that are given pizza laced with sedative and then cultists come in to rape later that night.
there's a lot more to it than this tho, on the twitter I gave I talk alot about what I've learned since then from other cult victims as well as celebs who have cult ties - Anderson Cooper's dead sibling for example is a classic case of having one closed eye child and one open eye - one gets sacrificed while being kept ignorant and the other is let into the cult and well, long story…
tho in my case I was filmed 24/7 with experiments - and there's a lot to be said about each unique circumstance - no matter whether filmed or not they still celebrate our death through spirit cooking - well another long story. I come here to answer questions and people rarely have them haha - well that's why i'm restless to get moving onto the next stage I suppose. an absurd number of categories of questions I could field and I never know which ones people want to hear about.
I didn't realize I was used that way until just a few weeks ago as I put together what "pizza night" actually was about in my household. I was molested as a kid, and my sister attempted to rape me in the shower when I was 4 and she was 7 but I wasnt' aware I was raped until just recently - because I'd been comparing notes with other victims and realizing that there was another layer to the abuse in what they do to us at night. - it would sort of ruin their experiment I suspect if we were aware of the rape - they want to experiment on us and fuck our brains in countless ways - rape sort of would take precedence of it if we were aware of it. So instead they keep that part secret, tho I was asleep now that I think back about the strangeness of "pizza night" it explains a few things in my past, like why I would have trouble sleeping on every night except that night - and why I would fall asleep and wke up in my bed on those nights at times - and much else - well, compared to all the other shit they did to me raping me in my sleep wouldn't even make the top 10 in crimes committed against me.
oh and I think you misunderstood, the blackmail part is for the non victims - like my cultist sister - she would murder and become blackmailed for it, while I would be murdered and raped and not be blackmailed. I'm just a victim, my sister who workd under obama was certainly a victim in some ways as a child but at some point became a monster in her own right that's sort of how the cult works. Monster begets monster
Sara? That's a puzzle right there, I have my doubts anyone with her follower count could be legit and she also has mentioned at times how she can't remember everything - I find that dubious - I can remember everything there are just parts that I'm too mortified to talk about just yet, but I wouldn't say with certainty one way or another - I'd rather give her the benefit of the doubt - in the end we will learn one way or another when the dark -Light and all the redactions go away.
it reminds me of that Kanye West E.T. video which I've debated breaking down the symbolism of on my feed - tho to give a short version of it - I suspect West was born a cult victim like myself but endeared himself to some cultist watching him and made him a star - as the QMAP says - they fill hollywood with their victims - and they view people like me (and possibly him) as Aliens - the "your poison in my cup" thing just reminded me of the "Fill me with your poison" - well, the ring of fire also reminds me of the eye symbolism and then there's the snakes - a lot of the filmed victims including me would meet a rattlesnake as a child and they would just film the result - I met one victim whose cultist mother told him to pet it on the head - and as a result obviously it bit him and he nearly died.. that guy had it rough -well, hopefully I answered your question somewhere in this long rant
I told 20 at a facility the good guys brought me to specifically for that purpose - and I assume most will - in the 20's case that I did tell some of them had serious mental problems and well, some will realize that all that shit in their life wasn't their fault, that's good and bad… you don't realize yet how bad some are but I'm an exception, I'm ok (relatively speaking) well, I'll help them as much as I can as I have and shall - and they'll get some serious money through the class action at least - tho they may need help the rest of their lives lest they get taken advantage of, and they would… well, future things I want to think about, I worry about them
very few people ask questions there sadly,I sometimes feel like the ones that do are just going through the motions because they want me to feel better -well, that's probably just my own mania's acting up, I do believe people are nice now - I just am ready to move on to a different venue and I don't mean youtube. I wish they'd just bring me to D.C. and I'll go guilt trip senators in person to stop being such shits and help justice be done so that nobody else has to live through what I did, and the others did… one of the other victims ahd a family full of necrophiliac canniballs, so much more….. well, I must remain as I have, as ever working towards the goals as we all are in timeline they prescribe because they are the smarties with the plan.