I lived with a roommate who was Jewish. He used to make Jewish jokes. His father had converted to Jewdom for his mom. His mom was full blood Jew. He used to call himself a Nazi Jew as a joke. He was depressed and very weird. Drank all the time. His favorite movie was Leaving Los Vegas about a guy who drinks himself to death. He told me he was going to do the same thing. This was when he was 25. Twenty years later he died of liver failure of alcohol poisoning two years ago.
You have to have a goal I guess. First dream it and then bring your goal into reality.
Fucking nuts.
Something is amiss in Jewdom no doubt at all.