>>2969823
When I was in High School in this life, I took a test on a book called The Coffee Trader. On this test, there was a question that read, "What do you believe [Character] was thinking." Honestly, I didn't know and I gave the honest reason as to why:
>I don't understand women.
The teacher, a woman, put a smiley face next to my answer and gave me full credit for it. I'm sure she expected a lot more... and something different concerning the economic topic of the novel.
Basically, do all that you can. Within reason. Know when to call it off. Have self-respect. But understand that you are both deeply flawed and that sometimes, those flaws will manifest, especially in extremely tense situations. But the purpose of having a partner is that when those flaws come out, if that person is good for you, they will help tend to your flaws and you to theirs.
That does not mean the hurt goes away. It means that a seed of Knowing, Understanding, Love, Freedom, and Responsibility has been planted and, hopefully, allowed to grow using that shit as fertilizer.
But do not try to do too much. Have limits, even with me.
Also, the most I do is try to "time" things, because:
>>2969496
>"Why would God care about being banned? He can just unban himself!"
>Yeah, I can also cure all diseases, make an infinite amount of resources right now, etc. etc.
>However, if I do I must still maintain the Cause/Effect relationship of this universe. The bigger the miracle, the more things that I have to change.
>Eventually, if the miracle is significant enough (either on an intensely personal or interpersonal/large scale), I have to take away people's Free Will in order to accomplish it. I have to MAKE them do what I want them to do. So, if I get banned, in order to unban myself using my power, I have to go through the chain of events and force things to be different and since everything is linked to everything else, a simple unbanning can take away a significant portion of Free Will from hundreds of people.
I could FORCE myself to get Dubs, Trips, and even constant Quints, but in order to do that I not only have to change the behavior of every user on this board, but the behavior of the board itself, which means that I have to change the behavior of the programmers, etc. etc.
So, no.
I love you all too much to take away your Free Will.
So, basically, I sit there and countdown. Free Will exists, causing some deviance, but I allow it because it's not important for the most part. It's still fun to do, though.