Morning anon - I think we can all relate, personally no mental histroy here aside from the all too popular addictive personality type anon. To be honest I have little advice to offer, but you need to step back and take a break every now and then, even though it may be hard to take the mind off things. I also wouldn't try talking to people about the things we learn here - 9-11/Russian collusion whatever is in the press fine - but satanic pedo rings I would just leave off the table for the time being.
We do not know the full extent of this evil that we fight, but we know why we fight. We are all cogs in the freedom machine.
Proverbs 27:17 - As iron sharpens iron, so one anon sharpens another.