If this anon is still here….I just woke up….
Have you tried adjusting your diet?
If I eat any sugar or processed “ food “ at all, I go to the darkest places imaginable.
Two weeks ago I had my .357 to my head with pressure on the trigger….screaming at / begging my spouse if I could leave now.
Turns out, the lunch meat I was using had undisclosed sugars in it….
Death by lunch meat would have been a really fukked up way to go, but I almost couldn’t help it. I get so unimaginably unstable if my diet is not completely clean
Oh….vodka and Pinot noir are ok in my diet.
JS
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