i once met a man that claimed to be lucifer in a human body. i didn't believe him at first but he proceeded to tell me things about myself that no man could have known. things that only i aknew.
it's a long story but he had a "message from the father" for me and it was amazing. he said pretty much the same thing that you are saying. he spoke of the nature of existence and the inevitability of a rebellion against the father. he said that he was the one that started it but that it was all part of the Father's plan and would end up working toward the betterment of human souls