Okay ebot that's dope.
Your experience of tyranny from dogmatic oppression is ill-perceived.
Checked for eye-bleach
If nothing's penetrated your thick skull after 17 years, you might as well stay resigned to the rest of the narratives intentionally designed to make you think you've thunk logically.
Very few have all the answers. Being offended and calling for ceasing discussion because others, who maybe have seen different than you, are morally compelled to better understand well documented discrepancies. Humility and healthy skepticism, first.
Catalyst is fine. There is no Earthly plane without the dynamism that comprises the natural order around us. We all know the balance is off. Good/Evil, Chaos/Order, Dark/Light, Ying/Yang