>Not all appreciate my efforts
You are too modest. I believe everyone appreciates it whether they are willing to admit it (even to themselves) or not.
Glad to see the emphasis on natural beauty, the silicone stuff is so gross.
>In the end does it matter?
Not a whit. It's been the equivalent of an advanced degree in myriad fields just hanging out here. It doesn't matter because we're all better, stronger, smarter, wiser researchers and consumers.
Yeah, it's taken a lot of time and effort, but what good is any work without it? I don't want my money back. One. Little. Bit.