Wow, the absolute state of shillery @ the moment Q goes an inch over 40k ft. No wonder it took him almost an entire year to touch those subjects.
If you are geniunely having second thoughts now, instead of just being a glowing clown, consider:
a)if there's any turning back now
b)if all of this is 'just a coincidence/conspiracy theory'
c)re-reading crumbs
d)the vastness of space
DOITQ!