you arnt trapped
you choose to be here
before you were born
if you enjoy your life
who can tell you that you cant
maybe Q is a fraud
maybe were trapped in hell
but you know what it doesnt really matter at all because god is in control
im not vain enough to speak for god
but i dont think he likes religions that control people like that
stringing people along with fear
thats what theyve done forever
fear fear fear
suffer suffer
dont enjoy your life
dont make your own choice
do what we say
its every bit as bad as they say it is
possibly even worse
all we can really do is heal
and try to live life the way its supposed to be
free
why do these people want to hurt people
i just cant understand
why cant we just all be happy
why dot they have to control?
maybe the problem here
is that people are just too damn nice
and get tricked easily
we always go with the comforting lie
instead of the cold hard truth
maybe we have to save ourselves as well
you know maybe the way to fix this
after the arrests or whatever happens
is to break the cycle
a kid who watches his dad beat his mom
grows up to to do the same
or lashes out at other people
my dad beat my mom
im breaking the cycle
yeah you know what
im tired of being mean to people
im tired of lashing out
i just want to be nice to people and live a good life
is that so bad ?
is it selfish ?
i dont know and i dont care
im at fault too
i bought into the lie
i was stupid
but you know what
fuck it
everyone makes mistakes
we all have to change ourselves to change the system
how do we change
by being ourselves in the first place
you know if were all connected in the end
arnt you really only hurting yourself ?
thats stupid
what if were in a simulation inside a simulation inside a simulation
and so on
that would definitely put 99% in the hospital
what kind of hell do we really live in
nothing makes any sense
whats the truth whats the lie
i feel like im going insane
i dont believe anything
but something is off here
maybe were in the devils word
which is still part of gods creation
but is trying to be separate
good
the whole sick cycle of pain has to end
make a better world
were still human and free in this one
but why do we have to live in a world where everything suffers
we can change it