>We are being watched by the good guys to prevent the bad guys from fucking with us IRL. my guess.
This is EXACTLY the conclusion that I came to (to retain my sanity). The way my life has gone for the last 12 months, it's either that (protection), or I've been in the killbox & the evil fucks are just waiting for the right time to pull the trigger. I'm fine with either one, but SHIT, it's been a HUGE disruption to the plans that I had before being presented with another Plan to trust.
>I'm a lowly nobody tho
That's what (((they))) want us to think. Humility does keep us from straying too far from our purpose though, so hold onto it. YET never ever underestimate yourself, because (((they))) never have