That is scary anon hang in there!!! I was couped up all the time and thought the same thing without any reason so I walked to a convenience store at 3 in the morning. I don't recommend doing that but I felt a lot better after doing so and being fine.
Its defiantly concerning but I agree there is other places like occulus anabis in oregon
Why is the keystone missing?
I have Never heard of that. apparently its called Belizean Grove. Follow the wives, I know they have a mens only requirement for the bohemian club.
https://belizeangrove.org