My father just recently abandoned our family, packed his shit and left the country, leaving my poor mother to raise my 9 year old brother by herself, in commiefornia of all places. I've been trying so hard to cope with the fact that he'll grow up without knowing his dad, or having him around for special events.
Part of me really wants to hate him for doing this, but I also understand that California has destroyed him just like it's destroyed many other families who reside here.
I hate this state, I hate what it has done to us, I hate these so called human beings who fuck over decent people because they're soulless greedy beings. I don't know how to cope right now, but I know better things are coming for us, and that helps a lot.
I hope that anons can keep my mother and my kid brother in their prayers, they need it.