Anons, if you were here last night I owe you an apology. I was spazzing out thinking I was being followed and photographed.
I’ve come to realize that my past life as a meth addict has left a mark on me I may never be able to get rid of. I haven’t used in months, I’ve relapsed once since February. But even after all this time, if I ingest too much of any stimulant (even caffeine) I start having serious bouts of paranoia. Yesterday I took 2 servings or Pre-workout before my gym session and I spent the whole night on here freaking out thinking a group was harassing threatening me. I shit up the bread and made a fool of myself.
I apologize anons and ask that you pray for me. I don’t know if this will go away with time or if I’ll have to constantly remind myself forever of what’s happening in situations like this. No one ever gets away from a drug like this without scars.
Once again, I am truly sorry for last night, and how I behaved.